Alcohol ruined our relationship, I just don’t want it to ruin your life.
I can never just get up in the morning, it ends up becoming a waiting game that has me hoping you’ll text or call or whatever & tell me that this was all a dream & you want to be with me again. You don’t so I sit here for hours, waiting, dreading starting another day.
It’s fucked how I use weed to help me ignore about 99.99% of my problems.
I can’t do this anymore. I want to throw myself into oncoming traffic.